Missing Person : Please Contact The Owner Soon

Wednesday, July 19, 2017 Nas 0 Comments


It was long time ago;

All the way back when you couldn't bear the minutes of her absence.
When the magic words of longing was blurted randomly that gets her heart beat crazily.
When the smile carved on her lips lifted up the corner of yours as well.
When you said it’s okay if you do all the talking since you’re drown in her voice and that you’re willing to dial just to hear series of laughter.
When every item is valuable because it was given by her.
When you smiled on songs that she said to be reminded of you.
When you arrived at the front door just because she had a mild fever.
When you sneaked out the cell phone just to capture her moment in silence.
Oh, and back when you talk about the future and describing the perfect picture of two.

But then, time passed by.
Tick and tock.
A day without her is normal to you.
The face of a cell phone & gestures of people were where your eyes decided to wander around.
The magic words disappear in thin air; as if it doesn’t even exist in the first place.
A quick glance to her smile then you raised an eyebrow; questioning the grin.
You got irked when she called just to hear your voice and talked less; you said “I don’t have anything to say”.
You don’t feel like anything is worthy to accept anymore.
Songs are just melody that is meaningless.
You wanted to be last person to help out that ailing girl.
You stop taking pictures because you don’t like to be in pictures; even when she’s beside you.
The future doesn’t seem like you put her as your priority anymore.


With all the reasoning and occurrence, how could this man dare said that she’s a selfish person just because clingy is in her nature?
Why would you say you can handle her attitude when she defined that she’s a mystery—sometimes bipolar from the beginning?
Who spoiled her from the start?
Who spilled the sugary and oh-honey-bee pinky promises?
Who labelled her a princess with a nickname that no longer be heard?


Oh dear Nas. You opened the door yourself, and look how you suffer from the consequences.
Go back to the old you.
Please, I miss the old you.
The Nas who is capable of handling & controlling, ain’t giving any shit to anyone, who rule the world of oneself.
Please, just go back and throw your arms out on me.
It’s too dark and I’m petrified over here & I don’t want to reach out to anyone except you.

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