Hopeless

Tuesday, September 27, 2016 Nas 0 Comments



For he who hides everything,
While to her he was something



As they keep on going for divergent interpretation for every words & tone,

The sulking continues while the coaxing stops



Her days become weepy,

His were unknown



An invisible string tied between

That can be seen by the only two,

Are now evanescing

Resembling all the small particles in the air



Never did she see the upcoming consequences from the start,

Neither has she had the forte to overcome the adversity



Everything seems so blackish right now,

Realized that she’s lost

Inside the wound that he created



Until when,

Does she have to keep a stiff upper lip?

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'Waste-eners'

Sunday, September 25, 2016 Nas 0 Comments


Howdy people!

Gosh, I’ve been so caught up in lots of things that I forgot that my blog exists. And since I won’t be working tomorrow, I got time to update yay!

Oh, I got myself a job. Nope, not in a supermarket anymore. But a restaurant! Or a cafĂ©. Uh in between? 

No luck for me to further my deg for now but nahh, it’s okay. Every cloud has a silver lining (wink)
Therefore, I decided to work. Another unfortunate thing that happened to me lately, I got myself into a severe food poisoning! I never threw up more than 5 times like I did that day. Nauseated, gagged & even a stomach flu. It was the worst of sickness that I ever experienced.

I got around 6 or 7 medicine tau from the doc. Sobs. Bapak banyak nak kena telan.

Due to the horrible ‘nightmare’, I kinda had a second thought on continuing my plan to go on a food hunt. You see, I didn’t eat at a random stall beside the road, neither at a restaurant that is dirty (as in looked dirty by naked eyes lol) . It was a restaurant that is always full of people, a so-called 5 stars food place. Yet! I kena food poisoning wei just by eating ketam uhuk huk huk

So, I don’t know. I might tak nak dah explore all the foodies out there except if I ‘accidentally’ eat outside then the serving looks good and such, I might post about it. Or else, bye bye. Hahaha.

As for the experience so far, I experienced one! Co-workers told me that it never happened before & it was the first. And I was the one who confronted the situation!
Excited kan tanda seru bersepah.

Okay, it was weekend. Of course it was full of people & orders started to pile up. As for the concept, basically fully outdoor but half of the restaurant got zinc roof so if it rains, they’ll scrambled to fit in under the spot under the roof. 

While the waiter & waitress rushed here & there to serve food & took orders from the customers, a girl raised her hand to me. Signalling that I should come to her. So I did.

Her friend’s order was served but hers, was not. I told her to wait for a sec & checked with the kitchen. I saw it myself that people in the kitchen were super-duper busy. Cooking this, cooking that, grilling & etc. After a few minutes, she called me again. Whining that she was hungry, she waited for so long yada yada yada. So I went to the kitchen again & waited for her food & let other waiters to serve the rest of the customers.

5 minutes passed, her meal was served on the tray & I walked as fast as I can to reach her table. As soon as I placed the plate on the table & mouthed “Sorry, lambat—“
She smirked though, “Sorry—taknak”  

Then she poured her drink on top of the fresh-served Chicken Grill. Dude, she poured lime water until the Chicken Grill became watery. I was not surprised that she was mad & tried to supress her anger. She can just refuse it or even reject it so she won’t have to pay but instead, she ruined the food. In other words, she ruined the rezeki herself. In the end, of course she had to pay for the food. Aside from she wasted her money; she wasted the food as well.

I wasn’t surprised when she wanted to argue as she paid for the meal since back then I used to encounter a lot of ‘weird’ customers. Macam macam perangai ada but I was surprised that how can someone be so senseless that a food can be thrown away just like that just because you wanted to protest. It might just be RM10 for you & it was nothing. But to other people, it might be their meal for two-three days. Or even a week!

You might want to follow the ‘western style’ with the so-called attitude, but am sorry lady, that was not proper in a country that populated with Muslim and you’re one as well. 

As for myself, I learned a lot in a week. About the hygiene matters, the quantity of food that I eat so that I won’t waste em, the mental state to work with assholes & dickheads and a lot more to come! Hahaha. Oh, I got myself a new nickname. Layang-layang. Wtf?

Ugh, I only use my body to work & sleep, that’s why I can never run away from the gastric thingy. I’m eating a piece of bread as I type here ehehe.

It’s 2 in the morning! Le bed iz callin~~

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